Catalina De León
The ocean grew stronger the night turned darker and my body became more exhausted each time. I had made it out the ocean once but the ocean took me by surprised and pulled as hard as anyone has ever pulled me before. I was pulled in all directions at the same time. I was fighting the current with all my power trying to swim against it even tough it was useless. It was as if I were swimming backwards. My body couldn’t resist the fighting. I knew I had to get myself out of that current. But my body gave up, surrendered, and my mind followed my body shortly after that. I started sinking and could feel a glass of water over me, as if I were in a crystal box. There was silence. I looked up and could see the stars shining through the water. I could here the sound of the universe as well. I stopped the fighting and made peace with what was happening. I was not scared I was very calm in fact. I turned to my left side and saw the most beautiful shining bright light calling me asking me to come home. It was a very rewarding feeling not one I have ever felt before. I was about to go into the light but something told me to look to the right. As I did I saw the faces of my three beautiful angels also asking me to come home, it was also a feeling of unconditional love they needed me and I needed them to save me. I asked for their help to get me back and for the help of my angeles, spirit guides, ancestors who ever could come and assist me. And I don’t know what happened next but I started to come back. I took a breath of fresh air which I hadn’t in I don’t know how long. Time is so confusing. I felt like it was my first breath ever in life. My senses where so vivid. The land seemed so far away so I laid in my back and floated a bit as I saw the stars. I knew I was made of them and I had the power to come back-but this time i was flowing towards life not fighting it. And suddenly I was back and I was shouting “I am alive” “I made it” and for a million reasons we did, we had to. But my number one reason were my girls they are literally my life savoirs, they were telling me that I would teach them about unconditional love. This near death experience made me release all fear of death, for I was able to tap into that kingdom in heaven and know that we are divinely taken care of. My faith in life has only grow stronger since and I see myself as a vessel of love.
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